This is one of the days where I just feel like sitting in front of the piano whole day, playing and relieving and drowning my emotions in the sea of sounds.

I've been off for the past couple of days, and I hope some of you would understand the same thing I'm describing here, that when you're spiritually and emotionally off you begin to doubt everything, be impatient about everything, be cynical about the slightest things and be very unfeeling to people around.

I wondered what were they singing about. I wonder what would make me believe again. Till the time I set myself right internally, I know I'm just an empty shell walking around, doing and just doing things.

Psalm 13
How long, O Lord? Will You forget me forever?
How long will You hide Your face from me?
How long shall I take counsel in my soul,
Having sorrow in my heart daily?
How long will my enemy be exalted over me?

Consider and hear me, O Lord my God
Enlighten my eyes,lest I sleep the sleep of death
Lest my enemy say, "I have prevailed against him"
Lest those who trouble me rejoice when I am moved

But I have trusted in Your mercy
My heart shall rejoice in Your salvation
I will sing to the Lord
Because He has dealt bountifully with me